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jus updatin my blog
nothin' happned t0day
everything "ditto"
prom maybe i'll go
but idk I don'y rly want to , but ...
i guess i'm thinking about other peoples feelings,not my own
umm yeah...
goin to ghet mocha!!!
bye

my day???

today was okay
school wasnt bad, go0d???no not that either
after school track practice for a little bit
then hung out w/ my mom before comin home
now im just txtn and talkin on tha phone
nothin' different, i think my lil guy friend got his feelings hurt
t0day.slipped out some info he didnt need to know about
but i mean it was going to come out eventually
im just l0okin out for ya, nd im tired of bullsh:t and lies
my mom didnt get mad at meeh...t0day
she had a couple jokes i didnt think were things she should've been joke'n about,my social life is not HAHA im lyk yeah.........i see i cant hang with you for along time,you thinkin' we kool now and you can just say whateva tha fxck you feel like now nono booboo
now ma parents in tha crib partyin'
i thought t0day was gone be a chill out friday...guess not
i wannt go outside then again i dnt ...feeling lazy but irritated
meeh and a couple people goin out 2mrw night
-yupp trynna get a couple txtn buddies haha j/k
-2mrw morning!
up at 5:30 core day ugh
be there at 7:45
hmm dreadin that
my lame ass company aint gone win anything
wish i could switch back, but its what-ev
ooh and ima get some choc.MOCHA yahh!! hehe(insider)
so it should be a good day

okay well now i've decided to go outside for a lil bit
i'll update on my day 2mrw night...maybe

to them:

idk im a flirt
i have no shame in what i do
i dont go overboard, i just try to have fun
w/out boys lifes jus boring!
plain and simple
What i dont get is how every dude i flirt with wants to think im on they tip when its not even like that . little do you know that flirting w/ you is just my way of having fun and passing on the time.

SO idk i just wanted to let it be known that
what i post on my blogs dont have to do with you
the songs i have on my profile are just slow jams songs i like
when i say "to him"
don't assume its yu im talking about
under no circumstances do i lie
so if you start to wonder ,ASK!!!
im looking for REAL,but since i keep finding fake
i choose to keep my distance
"think with your head,not your heart"
- a hot commodity
if yu missed out thats 2 bad bay

interested in yu

dont yu hate when a niggah stay on yur tip , then when yu start getting used to everything
he ghet to comfortable and everything stops.
tha games yall play aint cute, nd dnt it need to stop

interested in yu...

i wanna dude who would rather chill at my house instead of hangin w/ the dudes...even if we're just watchin' a movie or talking

i wanna dude that realizes that it takes two people to have a relationship, and i want him to put in the 70 percent while i give in 30 ...so i will know that yu is really feeling me

He wanna be my boyfriend buh he was bestfriend first, telling meeh when im not l00kin like the girl he wants to show off on his arm. He wanna play tha game with meeh sometimes


So your phone broke and yu cant get a new one for a week
SO!!! you betta go find a damn phone tah call meeh on shish!ha buh fareal
i need him to know that i cause for alot of attention, and he doesnt mind giving meeh all the attention i need and much more

he doesnt care about what his friends think,tell meeh i love you when you with your boys ...calling just to say "i was thinking about you"

he come by my house unannounced ,just to see my surprised reaction

would rather go to the park than go to the movies

call my house phone and have a conversation w/ my family before talking to me

understands that we dont have to be around each other 24/7
nd i can share you with other ppl , but when i was a youngin i never learned to share so im not too good with that haha

on tha b-day he aint tryin to shower meeh w/ presents, but does some simple, cute and romantic...hes not a poet but for meeh he tried to write for meeh

he understands that i wanna be tha girl, ima let yu be the man and take charge nd do what you do ...im no hoe , but feel free to claim whats yurs

your a keeper

my mom emailed this to meeh
i ahve many people in my life that help me and guide me so to everyone
even if im not rly you friend i appreciate you , because even people you dont talk to everyday have a place in you heart and its just not the same when their not around anymore


To A KeeperOne day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck withthe pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more.No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat,No more 'just one minute' .Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye,Say 'I Love You.' So while we have it .. . it's best we love it . .And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick.This is true for marriage ....and friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips;And aging parents and grandparents We keep them because they are worth it,Because we cherish them!Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved awayor a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that makeus happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know And so, we keep them close! I received this from someone today

who thought I was a 'KEEPER'! Then I sent it to the peopleI think of in the same way !Now it's your turn to send this to

all those people who are 'keepers' in your life!

updating...tick

well as you know
i havent been on here for a while
i guess i havent had much to talk about
lifes been good i guess
right now everything is everything
im not in need of venting right now...just bored
hmm so what been happnin'
nothing much living the "single life"
i guess its fun...well its the smart thing to do
give a dude a couple weeks and he'll do something dumb
but when one messes up , you have another one to get at l0l
that sounds bad but dudes do it al the time
"play like the dudes do so you dnt get played like a bxtch"
-funny how now even though im still living the "single life"im interested in particular dude more than the rest and all of a sudden all my ex's are trying to run back into my life
i guess its cause i am a very g00d girlfriend , when that is my status
BUT ENOUGH ABOUT THE MEN MENS....no BOYS

school is ....?
idk same problems every year
i guess __:/
dang boys is all i like talking about
BOy CRAZY???

i've been writing alot of poetry lately
really good poetry too!
im working on a project to my mom
im writing a variety of poems about the different things around my house
inspiration is lacking , but im getting it done
ONE day im going to have a book
one day im going to have alot of things

lately i've been lost in life
dont know what im doing or where im goin'
just a mix of ideas that need to be thought out and put into action


WORKING ON IT !!!