the end of my day

well i wen tto trak practice...iht was freezing outside,then i got a ride home 4rm ..
"a friend" i guess hes a friend
soo tell meeh why i left mah phone in hyis car and there were things that i kind didnt wnt him to see so later that night he calls meeh from my cell to let meeh know he has iht ...nd ever since i've jst been wondering what his reactions are

i wanna explain myself buhh then again iht like NO! who are yu tah meeh anymore
idk.hmmmm......
so nowim on formspring adn twitte quite interesting aha

right side vs left side

sooo im in psychology right now, annndd idk i think todays gonna be pretty good day :)
so far ihts like great !!!
i needa go to tha office though nd sign up for my classes because i missed first pd today..
this good day is surprising because
1.i like woke up late
2.missed class
3.forgot my cd for class
nd yett im not mad
maybe i woke up on the "RIGHT" side of the bed today
the left side always seems to creep up onmy moods :/
but not today :)

dedicated to my used tah be

mayyynee my lil guy friend and I were have'n this bomb ass convo last night and like i tol hi m about my poetry thing and he thought that shi t was soooo fckn sexy so i thought about givin' uhp but you've motivated me to keep iht pushin' so shoutouts tah yu *booboo

ohkaye now tht allat is done i've been meaning to tlk to this one particular one...he seems to believe in the games;
he misbeahves only because he knows that love flows and no matter what , ima take his blows;
but that is what ...he BELIEVES;
i stay because right now it benefits meeh;
the thought of yu thinkin yu got me on a leesh , thinkin yu got holds on meeh;
HA fny shit , i plee
pleed your case, fck what yu thank;
this happnes to be one of many of yur many mistakes;
but its okay ;
thats what i want you to believe;
i decieve;
because of that is which yu think i dnt need;
i greed;
sometimes i pity yu;
yep i eat my ice cream, and i got a lil slice of cake too;
oh so now yu mad ha now yu threw?!? i got want i want
no longer do i NEed yu;
so greed boo;
continue to do what yu do;
naw dnt stop on account of me;
no matter how much yu say yu canged , im threw playin' wit yu'
my boy toy;
used tah bring meh joy;
i got bored w/ yur games;
so i let yu know we should go our seperate ways;
yeah yu had had me at the begining;
but the begin had a end;
my heart used tah be flammin red w/ passion out of this world;
yu sucked out all tha passion out and now ihts pump cold blue blood
solid like ice cubes;
a couples holes in it;
tha breeze i feel when the wind blows;
cause yu love them hoes;
remember i cling to these ice cubes
infused;
so its my idea to dispose of this game,decompse yur inside fame
new invented shit that cant be fckd with;
fck what yu said;
i loose no sleep when i rest my head;
yu were clueless, did what yu did;
thought i was stupid;
made yu think i was sittin at home ...all alone
fck that ,this new nigga worships tha ground i wlk on ;
should've been the queen on yur thrown;
but yu went out of our picture;
now for me yu wanna ditch her;
im trying to hlp you out a little sir.
if me is reason;
you again want to commit treason;
waste of time , man change yur plan;
naw little ass boy, like a child yu were wrapped up in my words;
to me you sittin at 2ft 2
laughin my ass off at this so called "pain" yu wanna act like I PUT YU THROUGH
now that everything is all said and done;
yu wanna pretend the repromend;
like yu care bout me and him;
yu jst mad im done with yur ass;
dnt be mad baby boy;
yu can't get thru , this shield i have up is an unbreakable glass
so get glad :)
like trina i cant believe how i long i put up w/ yur dusty ass