friends?

i want(ed) so much from you???
nah not rly
so this is the end ;
we now are just "friends[?]"
well the 0nly words i have left to say is that
friends are better that nothin'
because i gave to many chances
i let you keep your pride;
i bent backwards to fit w/ tha title of my throne;
i just can't do iht;
all on my own;
so since i didnt/dont have the help
i gave up;
now we'll rly see how bad you wanted iht
everything is behind meeh

just my thoughts on the day , i feel like i give to many chances and i should just cut em loose when "they" start fuckin' up ...another lesson learned i guess
im happy right now , im feeling all relieved dang and when i think about iht ihts better for meeh.im changin' schools , and idk l0ng distance doesnt work w/ people who are unmonogumous(lol if thats a word) ...people who aint titled wifey/hubby...i've never walked away feeling so g0od about myself ,till now! idk im feeling kind of lucky?

memories:(

see memories are reflection of what once was
s0metimes they make you laugh, then your sad because those memories are gone
one thing about memories is that you always have them
unlike a picture ,pictures ghet lost and fade
when you break up w/ someone and you rip their presents and destroy everything that reminds you of them; the one thing you cant rip or break or throw away ...are the memories

memories are in the back of your head always
the g00d and the bad
and im glad of iht
i know that everything happens for a reason
and theres always a lesson learned
but i miss those days
when we played at the parks
and lived to watched cartoons
and got excited over things at the store
when nothing mattered
there were no worries
life was go0d
yet i must admit,i miss those things ...MEMORIES:(

lesson learned:

t0day was a little busy
drama all around
just bria trying to keep the peace among every0ne all tha time
...maybe ihts for a g00d reason
im feelin' like "matchmaka" type shit right now l0l
im feelin' g00d about meeh though
maybe tha relationship situation didn't work out for meeh ,but ihts okay
lesson learned:

i feel like thats way he(no name) handled iht was all wrong;i feel like im tha girl yu can speak up to and theres no since in walkin' round w/ yur head down and not confronting meeh or giving meeh any kind of reasoning ,but everyb0dy aint like me;everyb0dy dont think the way bria thinks all tha time and im starting to understand that. [(girls are grimmy yes i may be one of em')(boys are too, sometimes yu just dnt notice iht)]

"it was like a dof chasin' his tail" we was goin in circles,
you was "just like me" we caused to same hurt to eachother soooo i guess we d0ne w/ the games now
i know what type of dude yu are , nd yu ghet meeh too.

all that aside im still gone keep a close friendship w/ yu cause i feel that if you've been a friend from tha git-go so aint no since in lettin' tha friendship go , i still have l0ve f0r yu.

lesson learned: