oh wow tahdays been sorta cwazy

so yesterday i was in this pissy attitude when i got home
nd i honestly dnt even know why , iht just seemed like things just
happening and happening and so by time the day was over
i didnt wanna tlk to anyone about anything
BLOCKEd calls nd txt
idk
so i guess iht kinda carried on tah tahday because
i woke thinking about iht again and wheni got to school this mornin'
i was just ready to go off!!!
so i tlkd to a friend of mines nd he was like dnt trip , gave a couple words of wisdom nd i just didnt tlk to anyone so that i wouldnt end uhp "goin off"

maybe tahday will be better
idk im just sick of bullshit* lets be straight uup about things from now on because im really not the one , nd no i dnt think ihts miscommunication , the communication was just fine, you just tolf half truths...and i didnt :l

update'n 102809

sooo
im in 6th pd right now
ON BLOGGER because we aren't doing anything at all in class right now
soooo what's been uhp w/ meeh lately???
mmmm,n0thing[life isnt dull buhh, i guess ihts just nothing i wanna tell]
i made a video that has one of my poems nd a little advice...not just for the females
do yu remember???

Do You Remember
Do you remember when?..

Getting high was swinging on the swing at the park..

When getting stoned was having little rocks thrown at you..

The only thing guys could give you was cooties..

And the only thing they played was football..

You would go to school not caring what you looked like..

And the most painful thing in life was scrapping your knees..

And the only thing that got broken was your toys..

When you wished it was always for a pony..

Race issues were only who could run the fastest..

And war was a card game..

A bitch was a female dog..

Your worst enemies were your brothers and sisters..

And your mum and dad were always right..

The oldest people in the world were your grandparents..

Disney films were your favourite..

And the spice girls were the coolest..

And the biggest treat was getting a bag of lollies..

The only guy in your life was your daddy..

School was to learn..

And you got stickers for doing good work..

Mistakes could be rubbed out..

If someone looked funny, you'd tell them so, then laugh and play with them for the rest of the afternoon...

And the best man that ever lived was Santa..

Your best friend was a teddy bear..

Spending quality time with your mates was playing barbies..

When you couldnt sleep you climbed in bed with mom nd dad...

shut up!! was a very rude word..

"scary" was a 1cm sqr spider that was on your wall...

Your future began with when I grow up I wanna be..

You only made a wish when your blew out the candles on your cake..

And you only cried when you fell over..

And saying goodbye was only until tomorrow...

"Fat" was old men in baggy trackpants, and skinny wasnt an issue...

Ohh!! And kissing was ikky!!

Life was simple and care free..

But all we wanted to do was grow up..

Now we just wanna grow down...

...Memories are the only thing that will stay the same...

by DarkAngel

heels over head:bria banks

my struggle just happnes to be you;
and i dnt know Why the fck i keep goin' back to you;
today is just yesterdays tommarow for meeh;
i need to quit procrastinate'n;
ihts aggravate'n;
you got meeh contemplate'n
...what ima do about you;
i can't keep goin back and forth
so thru...you;
you actin' all cheecky;
boy you bein sneaky;
persnickity;
and swanky boo...flaky
just a month ago you was callin' meeh "baybee"
now you so down tah just uhp nd go?!?
you looked at meeh as future wifey type;
the legacy in your eyes;
you stayed dwn, i guess iht was just for the prize
i was HEELS OVER HEAD for you;
headin' straight off the deep end;
i had to mention;
my thoughts...my feel-ins;
i was wonder'n why i never recieved feedback...no emotion
i think mr. trojan played a role in your acts;
in the thought process,but im worth the wait so no need to stress
i tried to cover all the bases;
ghet in the dome;
you neva gave meeh shit;
nah i wont be that bitch yu sat roun' here toyin' with;
drippin water everywhere in my journying places;
i retraced my sketches;
because what i pictured is no more;
FACT:
feeling at the moment;
DAmn...just torn