i lied!!! 112009

so yuhh i know i said i'd blog yesterday;but i lied l0l
i didnt rly have time
energy taken uhp
sooo yuhh
thanksgiving is next week and im not goin home (Alabama)this year :(
buhh mah baybee comin' tahnight yay!! l0l
(mah niece) i havent seen her ina couple months
oooh i had this rly cwazy dream last night like
i was ghettin frikkin choked buhh i didnt see tha person soooo
hmmmm idk that kinda freaked meeh out a lil

everythings same ol' same ol', maybe things'll change , maybe not
iht kinda doesnt even matter anymore ... :I ugh im fckn aggravated

blah
yuhh nd mah friends b-day is tahday were goin tah tha movies 2mrw nd out of town kinda nxt wk...whoop whooo , hopefully i had fun

"i ghet mines" lmfao (insider)

welp welp;

i've resently finished a new poem
ihts untitled buhh what-ev
tahday is poetry day
nd ima work on a lil sum sum for this
spoken word poetry slam
COMING IN JAN

i have mixed feelings right now buhh
ihts ohkaye ...everythings all goody
he'll look back on everything and realize
wha iht really is :I

...blah
update'n 2mrw

dedication[pRT 2]

I just dont know why;
you keep doin this tah meeh;
i switched iht;
you flipped iht;
...all back on meeh;
yes,i put in mah two senses;
just trynna figure ot why;
notice'n shit wont work;
feelin' like fuck iht , why try?!?!
feenin' for your affection;
im speechless when your name comes to mention;
ihts wrenchin';
teeth clenchin;
fucked up;
boy you bitchIN;
fingers tremblin;
say a couple words and my thoughts get ghost like cas-per;
why her;
try her???;
in dispear;
did yu fuck her?!?;
im her
...at least i wanna be...her;
fuck, i was feenin';
you was teasin';
toyin;
you lil boyin'
force(in)my thoughts and innerself into you [AN]
"so what"
ihts petty shit
so damn,im done
i guess i wasnt a fit
too much to grip
i switched iht
you flipped iht
...all back on meeh
now i know
damn, this shit was neva meant tah be

-bRi

lets ghet comfotable ;) [wayne comfortable]

idk usually my weeks are pretty much predicatable
but lately idk
things been change'n
umm well same issues keep poppin' uhp
i guess its true what they say
"if yu dnt fix a problem iht'll just come back nd bite yu later"
nothing goes away nd i cant keep running away from things
i guess i needa "solve iht ,fix iht , nd move on nd forget iht" l0l
idk i like the attention i guess
i dont like getting used to things and then change'n uhp
i feel like i am the nicest person to people so why do meeh wrong
why play with my emotions
why toy with my heart
just for ticks...because i kno deep inside yu care probably more that i do.
i can tell at times yu think about the same things i do.
i can tell when yu ghet mad nd iht makes meeh laugh when yu give meeh that stare when a dude comes uhp trynna ghet at meeh like " NAH SHE MINE"
SOMETIMES..i just wonder

what's on the brain
nd i want yu to pour out yur emotions
nd i ghet nothing
yu wont verbally say
but thats what i want
i go back to that because "THAT" is wha im comfortable

i wanna learn to be comfortable with YOU...and only YOU



i dont typically go faha wyne sng but this ish go hard l0l

im not saying this to shake you up

im just saying this to wake you up

its all good when we making love

all I ask is dont take our love

for granted, its granted