one my fav poets-ken bright :)

makes yu think...hmmm

innocence

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the end:

you told me you're not the same,but you've yet to change the game;
all of a sudden your love seemed as if it started to fade;
you began expressing your love through pain;
all i could do was cry river flows or rain;
"sorry"
"my bad"
"i promise it wont happen again"
i believe to my [un]suprise
nothing has changed;

i was bleeding love;
i kissed my bruises instead of your lips;
somehow i can't put two and two together;
and to think that i could coerce you into loving me;
protect me.not hurt me;
embrace me. not degrade me;
the whole relationship hand-i-CAPPED..me;
now unable to use my heart,wondering if i'll evr love again;
scared of guys that let the 'L-WORD" slip out or mention;
you put me in detention;
i was temporarily DETAINED;
you held custody of my heart;
the only thing free was my emotions, that even i COULD NOT control;
retention kept us together;
then it started to wither;
deranged;
you'd leave and I was only lying to myself say that i DID NOT want you back;
i then tricked myself into believing that the bruises on ym body were carbon to the X's and O's that "they" get;
"they " became abnormal to me;
i secluded myself from mankind
everyone;
including my family;
they acted as if the day ....I...Met ..You was such a tragedy;
i was deeply in your love spell and they couldn't be happy ...for me;
i let YOU ghet the best Of me;
took me some years , but i recieved again my sanity;
never again will i trace bloody paths to find love, yet again
THE END
end of my hurt;
end of my loved bruises
end of what I THOUGHT was a l0ove between us two
the...END

-by bria banks(no copywrite'n) this is alrdy keeps save

haha to you frauds

v-day sucks aha

welp V-day is coming up nd im dreading iht
like every year some pisses meeh off on that day
like one year i brokeuhp w/ this dude because i realized i wasnt feelin' ehm as much as he was feelin' meeh nd i didnt want to take his valentines day gift

AND because i was still like "i lust" w/ mah ex
sooo i break up w/ dude and when i went tah school tha next day
mah ex had brought his new girl this big ass fckn teddy bear
nd mah dumb ass was jst sittin there like wtf aha( ihts fny now m but then i was cryi non tha inside)

then another yr meeh nd mah friends jst idnt have boyfriends so we went downtown , nd ohmahgosh loike iht was luvy dovey bull like everywha...thaye had like the lil horse and carigges ride'n round

everyone holdin hand and make'n out UUUUGGGHHHH :/
iht was horrible

then another yr
the year i actually had a valentine , ig ot stuck at home babysitting
instead of goin out ...damn myah mother and her offer'n meeh to her friends
"i should've let er know i had plans " but i didnt so what-ev

soooo whats in for this yr, idk but i know i cant be good :/ very worried

OHH snaps!!!

tahday couldnt ghet any better...
found mah license!!!
(damn tha wind)
ate mah fav food
finna go fill out this job application in about an hour
idk

ihts this good vibe thing goin' on tahday
like no1 can ruin iht
...maybe i'll make a new blog video later
im lookin pwetty cute tahday :) lOl
ohkaye i lie i look cwute jst about everyday
im confident not cocky baybee aha

daddys home :)

well this title is goes fro two things

im love'n that new song "Hey Daddy"(daddys home)
mah baybee plies features in iht ;) aha
ihts like two perfect dudes ina song
so this gone be mah fav song for a while...

AND my daddys ,mah reall daddys comin home tahnight
hes been in over seas of a couple months and so hes comin home tah visit
THEREFOR im ghettin mah car when he ghets here !!!!!!
YAY MEEH life couldnt be better right nah

b-was lie two weeks ago
nd for another reason i thought this month would be sooo hard fah meeh buh ihts not!!!

welp im finna go ghet rdy tah go out

holla atcha lata guys :)

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sooo this week...

UHMMMM. i haven't done much this week
exams all week
besides that,no drama at all
movie night 2mrw night :)
hope i have "fun"
i been sayin' i need tah do that
lets agree to follow thru w/ mah "new years resoulution"

"i gotta keep iht movin'they stuck on some stooooopid" aha
idk u jst had tah say that

im love'n that quote :/

COMING SOON TO BLOGGER: "i hate the way guys..."

yess jocker :) i thought that since i stay bloggin and make'n videos about how much dudes piss meeh off and what i can't stand i thought that maybe i should write about the things yall do that make meeh happy :) lOl sooo here iht goes

I LOVE THE WAY:

**i love the way i feel when yu holdin meeh; just protected ...i just wanna scream "NEVA LET MEEH GO"

** i love the way yu wanna act all nonchalant like yu dnt care , but meeh nd yu both know yu adore tha shit outta meeh...yu cnt hide iht boo"

** i love the way yu try tah go out of yur way tah make meeh laugh...nd no matta how lame tha joke was , that shit be funny(ol' cute ass aha)

** i love tha way yu look at meeh when i first step in yur ride,like "damn baybee, whats uhp tahnight"

** i love the way yu turn that wayne off , cause yu kno i dnt fcx wit that shit...aha nd then we compromise nd yu turn iht off afta i flirt a lil bit

** i love the way we joke around , im lame, im wierd , ima loser, but im yours

** i love the way yu know sooo much about meeh , nd out of the blue yu'll let meeh know
like "ayy bay i ordered yur food nd i got yu a diet coke" cause yu know what i like ...and iht aint even been that long ...how yu know that?!?!

** i love the way yu stay on tha phone w/ meeh for hours ...even when yur tired ,we'll go tah sleep on tha phone before yu hang that shit uhp

** i love the way we awkwardly stare at each other, nd ihts as if we speakin without words...no one but us knows what we're saying(iht a us conversation)

** i love the way we friends before anything , nd if we dnt wanna love we can still chillax

**i love the way we play fight nd wrestle nd how i beat yo ass in Wii nd how fny iht is when yu be trynna make meeh believe i beat yu in basketball ...i know all them shots was free

**i love the way yu be lookin at dudes that be trynna holla at meeh [then yu come grab meeh uhp like yu claim'n iht]

**i love that goofy smile yu givee meeh when i say "certain things nd i tlk about (THAT) stuff..."

**i love the fact that only you and I could ghet that last one aha

**i love the way yu ain't scared to show yur emotions...yo boys be like "dag she got yu hooke" yu shake yur head because what can yu say, ihts ohkaye im hooked too

**i love the way yu watch L0ve&basketball ...because i love that movie , nd yu love'n meeh :-)

** i love the fact that yu gone read this blogg , nd sometime in tha future when i forget i even wrote iht yu gone bee like "ayy when yu was tlkn bout tha music in tha car ...yu was tlkn bout meeh huh???"

"yess i was :) " is what im gonna say back

i love everything about yu , but i especially love that we can be friends after ....ALL THAT :/

fuck bitch nigg[a.s]

fuck:
fuck bitches that try tah come inbetween mah love thang

fuck these depressing songs,that remind meeh of yu

fuck all this shit i tlk;yu know ima always have love fah yu

fuck that date iht no longer means shit

fuck quit txtn meeh:hop off mah tip

fuck silly dudes who scared tah commit

fuck hoes that only wanna be cool when ihts convientant fah them(fake bitch)

fuck bein quiet nd bit,n mah toung,lets be honest

fuck goin tah a party every weekend.can we chil at tha crib?!?

fuck mah hair when iht dnt wanna "act right"

fuck,all yall do is hit uhp ol' dude house tah mix a lil some w/ yah sprite

fuck all yall who dnt like what i have tah say

fuck love.cause that quote say "everything happnes for a reason "anyway

fuck this,im done saved for anotha day






Bitch:
Bitch stfu, yu always tlkn shit

BItch nigga, i know yu was tremblin,thats why yu got dropped quick

Bitches is who i dont ghet and can't seem tah ghet along with

Bitch, tha definitionof a female dog ...some you got on a leesh and yu own tha bitch

Bitch i own yu!!! , got yu caught uhp , yu mad HA , i win ...again



Niggas:
"Niggas be on stoopid shit,gotta keep iht movin' "

nigga; i dnt usually say buh latley ihts been spittin out mah mouth like cwayzayy lOl

Niggas, the word hurts some and to some ihts a movement

NIggas is what they show in reality tv , tah make US lookin fckn silly

Niggas embarrasin all on fckn Maury...ihts crazy wtf yo baybee got no daddy

NIgg[ers] is what they call us...WHEN WE AINT AROUND

NIgga , cause yu know ...if we heard SOME SHIT WOULD GO DWN

Nigg,NIgg[er]. nigg[a] i will always be called that by some

NIGGA idgaf, cause that shows yur ignorance hun

dayme

i fckn loose everything mayne,daggg
i fckn lost mah license nd nah i can't ghet home
idk wtf ima do
this a preety fckd uhp b-day fahreal ugh!!!

:( another lesson learned....i guess

tahday....yesterday...everyday???idk

well tahday is rly 2mrw because iht after 12...sooo yuhh i guess yesterday??? well everyday idk im tlkn about whatever i feel like.
SO ima start off backwards nd say HAPPY b-DAY MeeH!!! since ihts after 12 , so teq ihts mah b-day...
hmm i dont know whats in store fah tahday buhh ima do meeh regardless...(car maybe???)

ohkaye now YESTERDAY , i had a convo w/ a few guy friends ( not a hoe , just ghettin mines ) lmao
nd one of ehm is a ex that i still "kick iht w/" every nah nd then nd tha other is jst a dude i used tah tlk to ...so they BOTH seem to think casual sexx aint a biggie, i have hormones so im not like EEWwww no , buh ima female nd we think way diff . guys wanna "SCORE" nd i dnt wanna be like milk or just another notch in yur belt...im lookin for something real

iht'd be ohkaye IF we had a relationship , buh we dnt
iht'd be ohkaye IF we were one the same level about relationships
iht'd be ohkaye IF yu wasn't fckn with other females

BUT enough IF's because yu are, nd ima smart little lady , sooo just wait for the relationship tah happen??? hmmm :/
yeah yu can't be friends w/ benefits nd be catchin feelins

OhkAye EVERYDAY
everyday this week has been hella awesome
besides meeh ghettin locked out mah house in tha freezing cold two nights ago
damn i was pissed

yuhh school though, school this week been pretty damn good
i like tha lil blunt meeh who ain't holdin back ...iht allows meeh to be honest nd not hold things in as much ,im sayin' exatly whats on tha dome welp

New meeh ...i guess :/

haayyyeeee :)

heybri...hey