Tuesday, April 28, 2009

friends?

i want(ed) so much from you???
nah not rly
so this is the end ;
we now are just "friends[?]"
well the 0nly words i have left to say is that
friends are better that nothin'
because i gave to many chances
i let you keep your pride;
i bent backwards to fit w/ tha title of my throne;
i just can't do iht;
all on my own;
so since i didnt/dont have the help
i gave up;
now we'll rly see how bad you wanted iht
everything is behind meeh

just my thoughts on the day , i feel like i give to many chances and i should just cut em loose when "they" start fuckin' up ...another lesson learned i guess
im happy right now , im feeling all relieved dang and when i think about iht ihts better for meeh.im changin' schools , and idk l0ng distance doesnt work w/ people who are unmonogumous(lol if thats a word) ...people who aint titled wifey/hubby...i've never walked away feeling so g0od about myself ,till now! idk im feeling kind of lucky?