IM JUS MEEH

I AM JUS MEEH:
Like it or not; i like eating cereal out of the cup, and eating hot dogs with meeh NOODLES; i eat peanut butter right out of the jar, i guess im kinda wierd but this is meeh...im very blunt, so if yooh dont want my opinion dont ask.
People have their own opinions of meeh but it really doesnt matter;you can think what yooh want... but thats just it {THINK}yooh really dont know meeh like yooh think u do...some guhhz think im antisocial thatz not it at all;just trying to find out who my real friendz are and thatz all i need in my life, i have no time for tha pretend thing , im alwayz looking for the real people who gone alwayz have my back no matter what. DOnt get meeh wrong I have my opinions of people too.Im just speaking my mind and being honest.
I like writing poetry and blogz; it helps express meeh ! I hate when people come to meeh with he say she say,,,im so over all that bs...This why i have a selective amount of friends we dont play all that if i slip and say something about you..why hide it?!?!?! "yeah i said it"...but no lie im not into mess alot {{{try to keep myself out all that}}}i try to be the nicest person to people, but yooh can only take so much, sometimes you have to let people know your not a dormat for them to step on...YOu think you kno meeh ,but only if yooh really knew this girl inside...not many people kno meeh ..THE REAL MEEH!!! because when i try to be serious about things they think im joking ..nobody ever takes Bria serious ...nd i wonder why that is???im a very serious person;i dont joke much.
To meeh this is what life is. i know older people reading this are goin to say "this lil girl dont have a clue what sruggle and pressure is!" but theres not a pin point age on when yooh learn about all that!!! i have just as much sense as yooh do. I say i am a good child some of the people i know give into pressure and listen to what other peopl say they should do. Meeh im not about all that ima do what i wanna do ,,,nobody can make yooh do anything but i keep the good influences around meeh to show meeh the differences between meeh and the people doing what they have no buissness and what consequenes they face because of that...now im no angel ( HEY IMA TEENAGER TOO) but i aint out here doing what most other kids do,
I look at the kids playing outside and sometimes i just wish i could go back to those years when there were no worries about anything..Where your perfect day is going to the park with mommy and daddy and coming home to watch you favorite cartoon on tv. You got in "time out" when you said a bad word like "shut up" (lol) and things you may have heard from an older sibling or family member ;those dayz when you were maybe two and you brain waas like a spunge when you older sister or brother would say something you would have to repeat infront of mommy or daddy.When you learned to put your toys in your toy box and clean up after yourself .
Those were the good ol' days ;now at as a teenager you get in trouble for saying other words{not shut up lOl} and trying to fit in and find yourself and fit in with a group of friends , for lieing , and being disobedient(spell check)
but

everything happnes for a reason

i guess so in the end i guess i'll look back on highschool and wish i was back in the scenery of the people i hate to be around now...things always get better ...sigh